Sunshine : Bien sûr que je t’aime

relationship-abuse

Are there times in your life when you felt so down, all you did was to shut all the doors connecting your emotions to the outer world or otherwise? That deep down you were so empty you’d never give a damn about what is happening around or beneath you? That every sound around is just a cranky noise echoing out-loud deep into your ears? Is the inertia so intense, you have everything and yet nothing matters, not a thing, no friends, no Buscemi Sneakers? OR is that the bad relationship you are in?  Did you feel without a shadow of a doubt once in a life that you were at a right place?  Do those sweet – can’t live without each other – feelings and all those cheese-cakes & cappuccinos you had together sound mistakes and just reminiscing it adds much to your misery? Did those all sweet acts of carving your names together on stones or on beach sand sounds most stupid things you ever did? Did you actually cultivate all sort of nifty qualities that she (/he) holds into yourself so bad that both you sounded a perfect together? Did folding his (/her) delicates and making him/(her) a perfect breakfast in bed sound so good then and is now the time you go nuts even having a thought about it? When planning your Santorini- Mykonos romantic gateway , did you ever really considered the uncertainty beholding the future? Or did you just jump in a relation without a clue of what you were getting yourself into or you never defined what you had with her (/him)? And in that case were you so afraid to define the relationship as it would be limiting the scope of it! Did you think it through (well, except for those beautifully shaped jaw lines or perfectly trained thighs of his/hers)? Had that been such a madness holding it through and let the storm pass by? Or just because you had so much invested in a relationship, so many years and emotions that letting it go would be more hurtful than holding it for uncertainty? You had the slightest glimpse of what it’d turn out to be, would you’ve been in that relation all along? Was that happy – she/he consuming you totally– phase just an infatuation that the only way you can placate your nerves and recover is by becoming infatuated with someone else?

(PS feel free to drop your comments if you have something to say)

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